hEartBREakS..!

Have you guys find????

Cause i Haven't..

just Like me

but let me give an advice

and theres this advice when u breakup with the person u love the most

that's why

loner and heartbreaker me,

FARAIN TT^TT

my WiShEss

MY WISH:-

1. I get well along with new classes, teachers, environment and new friends
2. Do excellent in PMR and 2011 studies..
3. Have love life too *even though i wish i dont want to be hurt again* 
4. Has a boyfriend that understand, good listener and talking
5. Make family happy mostly my parents..
6. Don;t hate anyone
7. Dont make anyone hurt or hate
8. Have a good lives
9. Hopes my friends have happily lives even with thier love ones
10. Get well 

loNely?

Lonelynyew bilew single.. rasew jelez bilew nampak couple3 lovey dovey depan mata..

huish memang menjengkelkan!!

tapi salah saya jugak.. sebab single..

macam mane x single kalaw diri ini tak lah cntik, cute, pandai n sporting...

so? dah xde yang minat pada diri ini... hendak buat mcm mane

saya ada sukew, bukan CInta akan si aiziq ini..

tapi adakah dia membalas nye?? itu yang difikir oleh saya..

hurm......lagipun diri ini akan menghadapi PMR

so no love please but my heart say 'PLEASE love!! im so much suffer!!"

which thing will come to me tht year i will harungi nye

takdir ALLAH S.W.T juge yang akan brlaku thun dpn..

tapi.. hati sudah banyak disakiti..

mcm mana lah....

nak bercinta?

harap apa3 yang susah akan saya harungi dengan owke shaja

n si aiziq.. saya CINTA AKAN MU..

harap kamu mengetahui dan klaw bley dibalas..

blas lah dengan baik.. n klaw x boleh..

tolak dengan baik.. jangan menyakitkan...

haih..... bagai saya cinta x akan datang pada diri ini,,

  love never make in me or even came,

  FARAIN  TT^TT          

WEDDING & COKE!

hu3 just get back from cousin wedding..

so tired!!!!! i woke up at 3 we bergerak at 3.30!!

so rushing that i make up my face soo childish.. comot sana sini. >~<

n dalam perjalann we stopped at petronas..

ayah beli air botol coke, air botol pop, air tin chrysanthemum, potato chips..

LOL soo much coke make me burst n wanna go to toilet!!

n it did.. cause i was so degil n want to drink eat with empty stomach..

guhh sepanjang jln kene tunggu.. nasib baek selamew niy dh jenis tahan jew..

klaw x.. BOOM!!! meletup baunyew *hoho*

smpai jew kat sane.. aq tarik cousin drjh 5 prgi suaru.. cari tandas..

mcm orang gilew kitowg.. sana sini tnyew..

HAHA2!! dah sapat melepas apew liy.. prgi makan..

WHAT!! MCM VIP!! dew khemah khas ntuk keluarga orang kahwin,,

hu4 orange colour mah..

lol kenyang perut.. hahak3 yg kelakar makcik aq.. he4 sedare nyew lebihan mkn bgiy kat diew try n x TOLAK!!

hak3 sukew lgi ade lah! <3

he3

dah tuh boring2 sedarew laki ajak maen

 pew lgiy aq perang nan diowg maen *ala yang warna warniy nyew batang kayu tuh!*pirates!!

he3 adik aq yg JUNIOR tuh lgiy ganas.. hahak3 hbis lanyak sedarew aq tuh sumew!!

last3 blik ler... dllm  prjlnn aq belajr bnyk bende..

building3 kt luar tgkp ketew tuh.. *yew lah aq selalunyew tidow jew dlm ketew*

n tuh pown 1st time jln2 kat tgh3 bandar K.L, mesti korg trpikir aq org K.L un x prnh kew??

iye lah aq kejenyew tidow jew n ayah manyak bekerja mah!

soo balik3 perut skit blik nk meletop!!

bilew smpai rumah jew,bkk pintu trus ZOOOOOM! masuk n melepskn perut yang mcm BOOM ATOM 

memang sah perut sensitive

+.+''

ha2 kesimpulannyew:-

WARNING DONT DRINK ANY BEVERAGES WITH AN EMPTY STOMACH OR YOU WILL BE THE FIRST HUMAN BOMB!!

PMR!! O.O!!!

PMR THUN DEKAT!!!
OMG!! hu3 so thun dpn aq knew jdiy nerdy!!
FROM TOMBOY ME TO NERDY ME!!
wow whole change!!

well nk dpt 8A must work hard!!!
harap dpt mcm mkcik sdarew yg dpt result thun niy 7A 1B!!
wow congrates DAYANA!! n other pmr candidates!
*my mother x hbis3 brag about this pmr n my ayah lak dew katew 'dah bodoh nk wt cmnew'
WHAT!!! x sgka ayh aq cmtuh.. sdye3 :'(
ayah taw x katew3 tuh doa...
masyaallah... sdey cgt..

so nk dpt 8A msti solat 5 wktu, solat hajat, puasa isnin khamis, bcew yasin n slalu brtannyew!!
well hope u guys support me n wish luck soo much! cause i need it!
n not to forget my hp knew rmps soo no mcg n kalling yer my dearest gurl fwenzs!!

But hrp pcl cinta3 niy x lah dtg n mengancm pmr aq..
well aq cingle soo not too morry tpiy aq sukew kt si diew..
hrp3 x menganggu.. n aq taw diew pstiy x sukew aq nyew..
cinta sbelah tgn jew..
well nk wt cmnew takdir tuhan yg tentukn!!

merry me marry,

FARAIN <3

haNG oUT wif FwEnzS

wah!! 23/12/2010 aq gi T.S nan irfan n eyda!

well aq sdh lah selsema + batuk

so igtkn x nk giy but eyda n irfan suh PERGI jgk!!

so pergilah.. awal but tidow blik xP..then ibu suh umah eyda kul 10 cause hp sdg cas (hp kan knew rampas).. so tgok2 hp tuh bengong skit (sdgkn bnyk)

lps dah smpai.. eyda lak x mandi n x siap3 lgiy..

aq un bcaew bku literature n komsas form 3 nyew.. wah aq sukew citew ANAK BUMI TERCINTA!!

but citew MR JEKKYL  N MR HYDE lgiy best lah gak!! (well aq an sukew BI)

then eyda katew tggu result pmr irfan dlu bru giy.. tgok kul 11.30 kuar giy mkn jap kt kdai mamak

sbb ayah eyda suh mkn.. last2 dri xnk knew jgk.. aq order air teh tarik while eyda air sirap n nasi lemak..

hak2 aq igt teh tarik x panas tgok gilew panas!!!

HOT GILEW!! ckit lidah aq.. well wht can i do just endure it.. ;'(

tpi yg pliknyew asl rmai tgok kitowg.. mnkutkn... smpaikn mkcik kt blkng kiotwg n anak2 nyew skali pndg..

hush!! dpn kitowg kt kiri lak.. laki 2 owg skola bdp pndg3, trsengih3..

aq pulak wht don know.. but scary duh!!!

then lps hbis mkn n minum.. bergerak ke umah irfan.. sbb diew katew nk tumpangkn kiotwg.. ayh diew hntr,,

bapak chuak aq n eyda! tpi stu soaln jew adew kt pikiran kitowg...

'ASAL ORG PNDANG2 NIY SMPAIKN PAKCIK NAIK MOTOT POWN BUKAK HELMET NK TGOK KITOWG!!!'

hush.. takot2

well dh cmpai umah irfan .. eyda lak malu3 nk panggil.. so aq un yg berani jerit 'ASSALAMUALAIKOM!!!'

maid irfan yg kuar : yes?

eyda: bley jumpew nan irfan?

maid: diw kat dlm.. masuklh..

eyda: urm xpew lah tggu kt luar jew..

maid: ok

suddenly irfan kuar n pew lgiy diowg lovey dovey jap n ajak masuk.. 

aq jln blkng diowg..but the thing i seem to distract to is IRFAN NYEW EMO CHAIN PANTS!!!!!

BAPAK AR!! AQ LAMEW CARI SELUAR CAM TUH!!! WHAT THE HELL!!

hak3 aq mcm3 ckp nan diew but motly 'JELEZ!' bkn sbb die kapel yew :/ but seluar diew!!!!

but masuk dlu umah irfan...duk3 slm mk n ayh diew...adik3 diew slm kitowg jgk..

bapak comewl adik kechik diew!! >^<

hak3 ayah irfan igt aq adik eyda!! aq rasew  nk trgelak jew.. n sdey ar gak dianggap kechik!! hu4 

well mak aq katew kechik lah comewl! but x cayew cgt.. 

banding aq n eyda diew lbiih jauh cantek n comewl dri aq...

with that we all brgerak kew T.S..

bapak lamew nak giy.. mcm duk dlm ketew tuh slmew 24 jam..

n tgh stengah jln.. kenew pth blik umah irfan lak sbb diew lupew bwk brg (present anniversary diowg)

n lps tuh bru prgiy btowl3 tuh yg lmbt giy t.s

dlm ketew tuh aq tgh tggu hp aq owke blik n dpt mcg jiran aq HANIS yg pmr dpt 4A 4B n suh aq blanjew mkn! hak3 aq bru nk bls hp aq K.O!!! WHT!! HP AQ BENGONG TUL!!

so aq yg sabar duk jew... dlm hati nk jew buang luar ketew...

but then aq mkin lmew mkin ngantok!! nk tidow so aq lelap lah ckit..

BUT! the thing tht bother me is Irfan fenz.. name AMIERUL Aiziq!

diew join skali sbb irfan dh lmew gi taw aq diew join cause nk prkenalkn kt aq..

mcm3 lah irfan katew pcl aq kt diew (but aq x percaya)

then smpai lah gak kt T.S we all tggu si Aiziq..

hak2 yg klakar diew mulew3 katew kt 7e then tgok2 kt pokok krismas..

eyda dh mrh dah sbb penat jln...last3 jumpew lah agak

aq malu doh!! 1st time jumpew diew,, n mnew prnh gi jln3 nan laki (except irfan n ex-my classmates bdp)

huhu3 si irfan  lak suh aq jln tepi dia..

aq malu soo xnk.. diew lak TOLAK AQ! Hmpir jtuh aq kt escelator tuh!!

JHTNYEW IRFAN!!!

dah bpew kali tuh!! sbr jew

but then aq jln jew.. n nk tegur malu

so irfan mrh3 aq.. aq just... hu3 diam jew lorh...

aq NAK tegur just malu..so until tht aq just senyap jew.. but aq dpt jln tepi diew!!

tulh 1st step aq..then irfan n aiziq gi beli mknn well mostly aiziq lah..

aq lak time tuh ngantok n well aq LLUV LOLLYPOP nk mkn tu jew

diowg x bgiy.. sdey3!!then we stop kt tnds jap..

sblum tuh aq dew lah tgur aiziq

*wave hand at him* "HYE! SOWI X TGUR..MAAF YEW!'' diew just smile at me.

*CUTE!*

soo MULEW lah prjlnn kitowg.. time skip!!

wktu lps brli tiket.. irfan suh gi seperate means me+aiziq while him+eyda

so we go seperate.. me n aiziq dun know where to go so jsut jln3 while we stop at magazine n C'D shop.. smbil tuh kaki skit jln3... tpi x mengapa sbb dpt taw lah pcl diew ckit...

(wpown kecewa ckit pcl diew) msew jln ngn diew diew jln laju so aq un trik lengan bju hoodie diew,,

diew un strt lah jln prlhn ckit,,

tpiy irfan nmpk diew katew 

^0^ 'ouh pew tuh? *hand sign*

aq malu so diam jew bgi hand sign pnumbuk

we all mkn kt starbuck dlu bru tgok wyg..

TIME SKIP

tgh tggu wyg strt si irfan wt aq mrh aq blah dlu...

n wave bye

GERAM GILEW!!! SUKEW KCAW AQ!! 

adew kew katew 'klaw x kcaw diew.. nnk kcaw spew??"

n eyda un angguk jew?! wht!

asl xdew org backup aq??

geramnyew!!!!!!!! 

=_=''

dlm wyg.. aq ngantok lelap ckit..

n irfan suh pegang tgn diew..

aq wht??!! xnk sbb? malu ler!!

aq an pompuan mnew prnh pgg3 tgn niy..

SUMPAH X PRNH!!! 

so aq rsew lah gak cm.. spew nk pgg tgn aq yg bsh niy??

hu3 so aq xnk wat diew rsew x selesa.. (wpown si irfan pksew gak!)

u all taw x citew pew kiotwg tgok??

'LITTLE FOCKERS'

bapak lwawk but aq x sukew bab bndew3 n ckp3 blue tuh..

aq x taw lak si diew yg plih citew tuh!!

bwahaha x sgka!

dlm wyg tuh aq tumbuk ckit bahu diew (x skitnyew..kn?) n katew

"x sgka awk plih citew niy ek?"

diew lak senyum2! n aq tgok sukew nyew diew tgok citew tuh!

trgelak3!

hak3 aq x sgka! but irfan katew diew x lah cmtuh mybew sbb jln citew tuh best tpiy diew x taw bnde3 tuh adew..(aq phami so x lah mrh cgt)

sbb slalunyew aq x sukew org blue3 niy!

lps wyg hbis kul 5.30 kowt

then aiziq knew blik dlu..

aq mntk no dbb di courage oleh irfan.. spew lgiy..

n dia suh ambek kt irfan..

n aq nk beli present ntuk diew but x taw pew.. irfan katew diew pling sukew kasut converse

but mahal so,,, x jdiy!

last3 diowg beli couple ring ntuk irfan n eyda with name craved on it

soooo jelez!!!

n btw irfan gave advice 'nak cari bf cari cm nk cari suami! sperti aq n eyda! aq jgew diew betowl2!''

wah so romantic!!!

dude kiotwg blik lewat n complicated knew mrh nan ibu n ayh.. ibu aq gi mrh ibu eyda..

sbb spatunyew blik naek ketew but mak irfan sibuk so xdjiy n naek bas

soo comlicated trouble !!

aq sdey n mintk maap cgt kt mak eyda n eyda!

n aq takot dew papew trjadiy..

alhamdulillah xjdiy!

but mak aq mrh.. aq x ksh klaw mrh aq but kwn3 x maolah..

kcian mak eyda ....

haih.. but well this is my last hang out wif fwenzs!! thun dpn PMR!!!

CHAYOK!!!

100% TRUE!!!!!!!!

1. It takes a moment to fall in love, but a lifetime to forget that love.

2. It's true that we don't know what we've got until its gone, but its also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

3. When you love someone, you give all you can and expect nothing in return.

4. You never truly love someone until the mere thought of hurting them is enough to break your own heart.

5. Trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

6. Real tears do not fall from the eyes and cover the face, but it falls from the heart and covers the soul.

7. True love doesn't have a happy ending because true love never ends.

8. Nobody is worth your tears, and the ones who are won't make you cry.

9. You don't love someone because they are beautiful, but they're beautiful because you love them.

10. Love is like a war, easy to start, hard to end, impossible to forget.

11. Love is giving someone the power to break your heart, but trusting them not to.

12. Life isn't about the breaths you take, its about the people who takes your breath away.

13. If you can't get someone out of your head, then maybe they're supposed to be there.

14. You know you really love someone when you can't hate them for breaking your heart.

I carry UR heARTzs wiF Me

 i carry your heart with me(i carry it inmy heart)

i am never without it(anywhere by only me is your doing,my darling)

 i fear

 no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want

 no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)

 and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant

 and whatever a sun will always sing is you

 here is the deepest secret nobody knows

 (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

 and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows

 higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)

 and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Girls Language

If I dont call you 

[Its because I'm waiting for you to call me]

When I walk away from you mad

[Follow me]

When i push you or hit you  

[Grab me and dont let go]

When i start cussing at you

[Kiss me and tell me you love me]

When I'm quiet

[Ask me whats wrong]

When i ignore you

[Give me your attention]

When i pull away

[Pull me back]

When you see me at my worst

[Tell me I'm beautiful]

When you see me start crying

[Hold me and tell me everything will be alright]

When you see me walking

[Sneak up and hug my waist from behind]

When i'm scared

[Protect me]

When i lay my head on your shoulder

[Tilt my head up and kiss me]

When i grab at your hands

[Hold mine and play with my fingers]

When i tease you

[Tease me back and make me laugh]

When i dont answer for a long time

[reassure me that everything is okay]

When i look at you with doubt

[Back yourself up]

When i say that i like you

[I really do more than you could understand]

When i bump into you

[bump into me back and make me laugh]

When i tell you a secret

[keep it safe and untold]

When i look at you in your eyes

[dont look away until i do]

When i miss you

[i'm hurting inside]

When you break my heart

[the pain NEVER really goes away]

When i say its over

[i still want you to be mine]

What's Boy Though Of Girl

• Boy: I broke up with her.
• His Best Friend: What happened?
• Boy: She’s just too much for me.
• His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
• Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
• His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
• Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
• His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
• Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
• His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
• Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
• His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
• Boy: Well, she..
• His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
• Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
• His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

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urgh kan bgos dew kawan yg pahami kitew sperti that boy best friend... tpi di dunia ini susah ingin cari kawan yg bilew kitew susah n senang berada di sisi kitew..

n laki sperti ini mmg bodoh!!!!!!! fahamilah ckit jgn jadi bodoh dew otak x gunew!!!!!!!!!

grr klaw lah aq jadi pompuan niy aq ketuk jew kpalew laki niy.. klaw x fahami pompuan x yah dew girlfriend!!! wat susah idop pompuan jew!!!!!!

wah!!! aq borink arh!!! hu3 plzs help me...
keh3 kwn sumew buzy..... n hp xdew x dpt mcg..hu3...
TT^TT
skang sedang blur3 nak wt pew...

NO HP = NO MUSIC = NO FUN

guess wht? urgh my HP is taken by my MOM N DAD..cause??
well my hp bill is blown up by about 300 rggit??
hak2 well its cause mcg my fwenzs, bestfriends n well calling2 my jiran mah,,
hak2 well 2nd reason cause my resutlt is teruk ler...
=.=''

well i wondered bley gi umah HANIS AKA HALLEY kew x.. hak2 lepak3 cam biacew klaw x un kcaw diew tidor..
kah3.. >!<
but i missed our form 1 jiran HAJAR the funny girls.. he3 so fun kwn nan diew lorh..
sehari x pecah perut x sah.. hak2 >,<

n rindu ar si photography FIT AKA NIKKY.. well she same cam hanis sukew tgkp gmbr n edit.. so fun tgok diowg edit.. w/pown x phm stu pown pew diowg wat -.-....

well now fikiran serabut.. why? well cause there's this boy keep getting on my head stelah smlm si eyda n irfan tuh usik aq pcl 'si diew' n that night asyik mukew diew jew kuar.. n ari sbelum niy pown dew gak.. adew citew kt eyda smlm.. n irfan un taw... n well diowg usik x hbis2..

hu3 TT^TT